Haileylynnnn's Journals

my grandma. [r.i.p]

it's weird to think just a year ago, my grandma died today, and i act like she passed on about a week ago. i guess i can't stop thinking about her and when i find myself thinking about her, i start to cry. i'll never forget the way she would ask me if i had a boyfriend everyday when i visited her at her house when i started highschool, or the way she'd help me with my homework. i'll never forget the way she smiled, or laughed, and the stories she told me over and over again. i don't even care how many times i heard the story of when her brothers brought her tree climbing, and didn't teach her how to climb down and left her there. i'll deff. miss the soup she made, it was great :)

i'll especially never forget my first tea party with her. that's a moment i never want to forget.

well, let's just say there's a lot of things i won't forget. i miss her with all my heart. she was the most amazing person in the world. i want to be just like her. she was beautiful, smart, and caring.

it's been a tough year for me, but things are actually starting to look up. i'm back in school, passing all my classes, i have all my friends back that i missed, and there's this guy i like lol, my grandma would be proud.

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MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!!

and i went to school :) i had a great day, everyone was so nice.

i haven't gotten any presents yet, i don't really care at the moment. i just want to hang with my family and friends, because no present can compare to the greatest people in my life.

tonight, i'm going out with my mom and siblings to dinner, it's going to be fun :)

"the only low you can get is on your knees"

LOOOL that's what kellie said to me last night in Sub Venture.

Last night was CRAZY. Kellie, Tabitha and I went to Tim Hortons and the wind was crazy, then it started to rain (kellie was wearing a white shirt, I LOLed).

We got our stuff from Timmy's and saw Staci at work. We talked to her and then walked some more.

We were going to go to Bob's Place for a salad, but we didn't for some reason, then ended up back at Sub Venture for some fries.

We scratched our names into a table there, I wrote "I <3 Stacerz" because I love my sister haha.

Then we found my brother and we all walked home. We saw a tree that fell down on a house, and I was sad because my favourite person lives there. He's little blonde boy, and whenever we walk by he says hi :D.

But yeah, anyways, we were almost home, and the power went out, so we ran the rest of the way. We were soo scared.

My brother kept saying the tree in our front yard was going to fall, I was going to kick him in the face.

But yeah, it was crazy :)

28 MORE DAYS!!

til i turn 16 :D i'm so excited!

today was my first day back to school, i haven't been there for a few months. it felt like i never letfed. my friends i had before i letfed, still like me. it's great!

i have math first period and have a little homework, so i should do that :]

it feels good to be back.

guys suck.

suriously, they do.

you think they actually like you, they kiss you, then tell you're sister's friend they don't want a relationship.

within about 3 weeks, two guys have done the EXACT SAME THING.

they told tibby (kellie's friend) they like me, they kissed me, then text her saying "i don't think i want a relationship" (except the one guy made out with another girl and i think has a girlfriend, then has the nerve to speak to me and says he's really sorry)

i've put my heart on the line too many times, thinking it would all work out in the end, but i was dead wrong.

i think i need some advice D:

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

this weekend is sooo going to be great.

i have to go to my dad's this weekend, because my mom has to go to her cousin's wedding in new york.

my dad won't be at home much, since he's working, so i have to watch my brother and sister. but other than that, it's going to be great. i'm totally going swimming and baking muffins (lol) bonfires, maybe go swimming at night, everything's going to be just great.

OH and, i can get a tan (H) yyeee

it's just going to be great.

Kellie's Grad

is tonight! AAAHHH that little shit-head is going into highschool.

WOW. this actually waaaay too much, haha. She's all grown up, well, sort of. she's getting her nails done, and i think i'm meeting my mom up at the place so i can stay with kell while my mom goes back to work or i dunno.

all i know is that i'm doing kellie's hair, and i'm hoping make-up. she won't let me do her make-up :( but i'm trying to get her to say yes lol.

i might have pictures of her grad on my camera if i get batteries for it.

OH and she might win the "most improved" award :D i won one of the arts awards. drama, hell yeah.

i can't wait.

shit, i don't even know what to wear =/

i hate

date night -___-" my mom sees her boyfriend every weekend, and talks on the phone with him all the time (not that i need the phone, but when i have a question and she's on the phone with him, the answer's usually "shut up i'm on the phone")

so why does she need to see him every single wednesday? i get sick of it. i've got to watch my brother and sister, and i have to do this, and that. sometimes, i just want to go up to her and be like "fuck it, i'm not doing shit", okay, maybe not (lies)

like, what if randomly, i had a date? on a wednesday, just randomly (like it would happen, but shh)

and she had date night, would i have to ditch my plans? probably, because she's like that.

i hate it. i love to rant. baha

ugh

plus, i think i lost my brother.

she'll probably blame it on me.

-___-"

Here's my opinion on this :]

Yeah, I read this somewhere, and seriously.

"Ashlee Simpson has vowed not to follow in the same, destructive footsteps as Britney Spears and Lindsay Lohan.

Simpson Â— who recently announced her engagement to Fall Out Boy rocker Pete Wentz Â— says that unlike Spears and Lohan, she is in control of her career.

She says, â�œI donâ�™t see myself ever following the path those girls take.

â�œIâ�™m almost 24, Iâ�™m pretty together and Iâ�™m getting married.

â�œI wouldnâ�™t ever let myself get that way and I donâ�™t surround myself with â�˜yesâ�™ people. I think thatâ�™s the most important thing.â�

She continues, â�œPeople donâ�™t control me or anything I do and Iâ�™ve never had that problem.

â�œPeteâ�™s my support system,â� she says of her future husband, â�œwe definitely give honest opinions of each other. I love his music and heâ�™s so supportive of everything I do."

GOOD! Because Britney will always be hotter than you, with or without hair!

And I don't really have anything to say about Lindsay Lohan other than I hope she gets better.

Atleast they don't go to Mcdonalds in Toronto and disrespect! (Yeah, that's soo old, but still, disrespecting us Canadians!) :]

So yeah, that's really all I have to saaaayyy

Ugggghhh

Holy shit, today is just not my day.

I'm going to church tonight since it's my little sister's Confirmation and I have nothing to wear.I want to look nice because, well, it's church and I can't wear what I usually wear around town or I'll look like a freak!I found my black pants, but they're all hairy and stuff and I can't work the washing machine because I'm an idiot.And I know I'm going to cry at this thing, because I'm Hailey and cry about everything. I cried at my brother's First Holy Communion and I cried at my Confirmation.

Kellie's Confirmation name is Rita, which is my grandma's name, and she was seriously the greatest person I've ever known. She's taught me so much and she was so funny. Gosh, I miss everything, the tea parties, the soup she made me, watching T.V. with her, playing cards, doing my homework with her, tlaking about boys with her. Ugh, now I have to redo my make-up. I miss her so flippin' much

And oh my gosh, Pete and Ashlee engaged, mega cute, congrats to them. They should make many babies. I'm happy he's happy, many people are probably very happy for them. And the people aren't happy, you're dicks :]